.:: lirik lagu ni . . . . ::.

JUST A DREAM

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I drive on back (uh)
down that road (road)
Will she come back? (Uh)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.

I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement
Number 1 spot, Now she find her a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby

Now you ain't around, baby I can't think
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cuz I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face, run my fingers through her hair

My love of my life, My shawty, my wife
She left me, Im tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I drive on back (Uh)
Down that road (Yeah)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.

When I be ridin
man I swear I see your face at every turn
trying to get my usher on but I can't let it burn
And I just hope that she notice she the only one I yearn for
No more will I be missing, will I learn?




Didn't give her all my love
I guess now I got my payback
Now im in the club thinking all about my baby
HEY, she was so easy to love
But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough
I'm going through it everytime that I'm alone
Now I'm wishing she would pick up the phone
But she made a decision that she wanted to move on
Cause I was wrong.

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I drive on back (Uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream...

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything
X2

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I drive on back (Uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream...
X2

.:: hidup ini terlalu kejam ::.

hidup ini kejam.. aku selalu jadi mangsa keadaan.. kadang2 aku rasa nak lari jauh... jauh daripada semua ni.. aku terpaksa menderita akibat perbuatan orang lain, tp knp mesti aku? tak boleh ke aku macam orang lain..baik daripada semua benda.. keluarga, kawan2, apa2 je lah.. aku tertekan.. kenapa aku yang rasa semua ni.. kadang2 aku cemburu dengan kehidupan orang lain... kenapa hidup mereka lebih baik sedangkan aku tak?

kalau diberi pilihan, aku tak nak dilahirkan... aku tak mahu.... aku tak nak kenal dunia ni.. tp apa daya aku.. dlu masa aku di langit ke tujuh, sebelum aku dilahirkan ke dunia, aku dah berjanji yang aku akan taat kepada perintahNya, suruhanNya.. memang berat ujian mu.. tapi aku tak mampu menghadapinya...

tp aku tak pernah rasa bahagia itu selamanya dengan aku.. bahagia cuma sekejap, kemudian sedih yang lebih... pada semua, aku tunjukkan muka ceria, aku berpura2 gambira... hahaaa.. aku memang plastik...plastik surgery pun kalah... sampai bila hidup aku akan macam ni..sampai bila????

.:: boleh senyum sikit ::.

wah...dah lama sangat tak update blog.. dah 3 hari terlantar demam.. sedih sangat2... byk perkara yg menyedihkan... da la demam... ni pun batuk dengan selsema tak baik2 lagi.. kenapa la aku ni lembik sangat.. rasa macam nak ambik suntikan kat klinik jek biar antibodi ni kuat sket melawan penyakit... ramai yang suro aku pegi klinik or hospital sebab dyorg takut denggi.. gila... aku paling takut pegi hospital..

aku kalau duduk berhampiran atau bercampur dengan orang yang demam, mesti lepas tu aku pun demam sekali... mana sanggup macam ni... kenapa aku tak kuat macam orang lain... kadang2 jeles jugak tengok member2 susah sangat nak demam.. kenapa lah aku senang sangat nak kena penyakit... klo aku balik merayap sampai lewat pagi pun aku bley demam.. gila kan? klo aku kena hujan pun aku boleh demam..

badan aku sampai sakit2 sebab asik baring jek kat dalam bilik ni.. bosan weyh, sape cakap tak bosan.. mber2 aku mesej pon aku tak reply.. kalau aku reply pun bila aku da kuat nak angkat badan ni..

pagi ni, tah kenapa aku rasa kuat sikit.. aku rasa dah boleh bangun.. tp batuk dgn selsema pulak datang.. panas badan pon da berkurang.. ok la.. daripada hari2 yang lepas... coolfever pon tak membantu... hari ni aku dah boleh senyum sikit.. pagi tadi aku tangok muka aku da macam apa tah.. dengan mata sembap, bibir pecah2 kering.. da macam alien.. hahaaaa.. da takde rupa manusia... macam nenek kebayan...

aku baru lepas mandi ni.. rasa segar sikit.. pasni nak pegi sarapan, makan ape yang patut... ade kesan jugak kalau aku tak makan, nanti perut aku pulak yang sakit.. kan? aku da cakap yang aku ni mudah kena penyakit.. rugi lah sape yang kawen dengan aku....